Thursday, January 28, 2010

Real Food Faceoff


I'm excited to announce that I am participating in today's Real Food Face-Off hosted by Katie at Kitchen Stewardship!

I answered a list of various questions about my opinions and practices on real food that Katie posed and she chose several of them to compare with another real food blogger, Ann Marie of Cheeseslave

I've actually been a reader of Cheeseslave for over a year and wish I'd had the opportunity to meet her when we lived in the same city, but I had just discovered her blog before I moved to Nebraska!  I'm sure that we passed each other at the local Farmer's Markets, and I always enjoy seeing my old stomping grounds in the photos on her blog.  Cheeseslave is a co-host of Real Food Wednesday, which I'm a frequent contributor.  Please go visit her!

If you are visiting for the first time from the Face-Off, welcome!  Have a look around!  Here's my recipe index for fun browsing . . . if you're a regular reader, I encourage you to click over and read the Face-Off!


Go here to see the Real Food Face-Off and below, I've posted ALL of my answers to ALL of the questions Katie posed, so you can get a chance to get to know me better!  Thank you Katie for hosting the Real Food Face-Off, I've so enjoyed being a part of it!
 

The Questions:
1.    How do you describe the way you eat when someone asks you to define your food?  



We eat real food.  Meat, eggs, fruit, veggies, cheese, yogurt, dairy.  Some, but minimal grains and legumes.  We eat food that could be produced before the Industrial Revolution.  I always loved to cook, always loved to eat and I really began learning more about the real food lifestyle when I was in high school and deciding which college to attend and what career to pursue.  I had scholarships for both International Business and Culinary Arts.  I chose International Business but wanted to continue to learn about cooking so began reading Jacques Pepin's Technique book and Julia Child's Mastering the Art of French Cooking.  I wanted to teach myself the basics from mother sauces to knife skills, on my own, at home.  From there I sort of stumbled across the real and nourishing food movement and haven't looked back.  It made sense to me, to eat . . . food.  Pared down to the original source.  Not food products.  Not processed foods.  Just, food.



2.    What was/is your major incentive for living a real food lifestyle? (How did you come to eat the way you do?)

Now that I'm a mother, I realize that the health of my family, today and in the future, is literally in my hands.  I feel it is important to know what they need to not only survive, but thrive, while having fun and enjoying food at the same time.  Watching my children relish, with gusto, fresh fruits and veggies, eat all varieties of cheeses and yogurts, pick off and devour (with fat little toddler fingers) all of the crispy skin off of a roast chicken before eating the meat, and being open to new foods and new cuisines, those moments are what make the "work" (which I often think is fun) of living a real food lifestyle worth it!

3.    If you only had energy for ONE make-from-scratch food, what would it be?  Is your preference for taste or health?

So many of our staples, like yogurt or chicken stock, take so little time or effort it is hard to decide!  I guess the one thing that I cook that takes effort that I'd continue to develop is my sourdough starter and it's myriad of uses.  I adore taking the time and effort to make artisinal and sandwich breads, but I also love the convenience of the sourdough starter for a quick lunch of cheese crepes when I run out of bread or tortillas for my toddler, or a foccacia to round out dinner.  Sourdough is both healthy and tasty! 


4.    What food was your favorite that you no longer eat (or shouldn’t eat)?

Chili Cheese Fritos.  I never ate them very often, nor do I like or crave the other pseudo-flavored chips (like Doritos) but with both prengnancies I have craved them.  They are deliciously terrible for you.

5.    What’s your favorite real/traditional food?

This is a really hard question to answer.  We eat so seasonally that what I crave in the summer is far different than what I serve in the winter.  A favorite meal?  Grilled grass-fed rib-eye (bone-on, medium, thank you) with green beans with balsamic  tomatoes, bacon and basil, a glass of red wine, and a mix of fresh peaches and blackberries with whipped cream for dessert.  That would be my ultimate meal – I'm a summer-food-lover at heart.

6.    What was the hardest transition to make to real food?

I think the hardest transition is eating out and eating in other people's homes.  You can get rid of so much bad stuff out of your own cupboards, but it's very difficult to make good decisions wen you're faced with a barbecue of pre-formed hamburgers or hot dogs, white-bread buns made with corn syrup and soy oil, American cheese, store-bought potato salad and barbecue potato chips topped off with brownies made from a box.  What do you do?  We try to make good choices with what is available, but also recognize that our hosts are offering and providing this food with the best of intentions, and so we eat with a thankful heart, and make sure to eat well the next day!

7.    What’s something you remain afraid to try?

I'm still working my way to eating more offal. 

8.    What’s next on your list of changes to make?

This summer I am going to be growing a big garden and learning how to preserve foods via canning.  Over the past few years we've lived in apartments and townhomes in big cities with little access to growing space – now that we've got a backyard, we'll be taking advantage of it!  I love lacto-fermentation, I love freezing produce, but I'm looking forward to being able to preserve our bounty and store it in the pantry.

9.    List your top 3 baby steps to move from a Standard American Diet to Real Food.

1 - Learn what the ingredients are in the processed foods you're buying.  Pick one thing to start removing from your diet (soy, high fructose corn syrup, MSG, etc.), read labels and choose your groceries wisely.
2 – Take your favorite recipes and start augmenting them to make them healthier, whether adjusting ingredients or cooking process – you won't eat healthier if you're not comfortable with what is on the dinner plate!
3 - Fill your fridge and your meals with real food.  Think about what you're putting in your mouth and make a conscious decision to choose something real.

10. What is the worst food (or “food”) a person could possibly put into their systems?

Soy – Soy Oil, Texturized Vegetable Protein, Soy Protein Isolate, Soy lecithin, Hydrolized Soy Protein, etc., etc.  I do admit to using a good quality soy sauce and enjoying a bowl of miso soup from time to time, but, being a commodity, soy is hidden in so many foods these days it is hard to find a processed food without it and most of the time the soy is GMO!  Even a Grade A fresh Turkey I bought around Thanksgiving had wheat, milk and soy in it (which I was not happy about!)  Soy is a thryoid disruptor and mimics estrogen, something no one needs more of than what their body naturally produces, especially growing children! 

Granted, I enjoy the occasional bowl of miso soup and splash of soy sauce when we eat sushi out, but I don't want it hidden in my bread, lunch meat or peanut M&Ms.

11. If you had only $20 to spend in a week on real food, what would you buy and what would you make?

(assuming I did have a few pantry staples) Eggs, cheese, butter, cream, a seasonal vegetable of some kind and organic baby spinach.  I'd make poached eggs in marinara for dinner (thanks for the inspiration, Kristen!), a Florentine frittata for breakfast or dinner one night and eggs en cocotte with a fresh spinach salad.  Cheese for a snack and maybe a seasonal veggie with a cheese sauce for dinner, if it's wintertime, or sliced and eaten fresh if it's summertime.

12. What does “eating healthy” mean to you?

Eating healthy means eating, and enjoying, real food.  Not worrying about the calorie count of your yogurt or slice of bread, not focusing on the minute nutrient content about each bite, but eating good, solid, varied meals with a healthy attitude and a healthy appetite. 

13. Name the top food scoring highest on both the nutritional and budget scale? (i.e., best health benefits for the lowest cost)

Eggs.  They are inexpensive and have an amazing amount of good nutrients, minerals and fats.  Not to mention they are one of the most versatile ingredients available, from scrambled to a custard to a frittata to snacked on hard boiled.  They can be eaten for every meal plus dessert.  We try to eat them every day.

14. Biggest drawback of real food lifestyle?

Having to cook a lot of things from scratch.  I love to cook, obviously, but sometimes thinking that you and your children need to eat everything that other kids eat (including cookies and crackers not to mention normal meals) and it gets a bit overwhelming.  I've learned that variety does not always mean tasty or useful and that an apple and cheese make a perfect snack, far better than Goldfish. 

15. What’s the most creative thing you do to make life easier in the kitchen?

I take advantage of two favorite kitchen tools – my crockpot and my food processor.  My crockpot is my best friend; I use it to make yogurt, chicken stock, condiments (like caramelized onion marmalade) and, occasionally, dinner!  My food processor I use for making bread crumbs, slicing cabbage for cortido, pico de gallo or sauerkraut, making baby food, shredding cheese, making pesto and making bread and cracker doughs. 

16. How important is organic food?

For me, being "organic" is less important to me than it being real and made or grown the way I think is best, specifically for meats, eggs, dairy etc. In terms of animal products, it is more important to me to choose products that are raised well and in the manner I think is healthiest, than labeled organic; I'd rather purchase raw milk from a local farmer that I know treats their cows well but isn't necessarily labeled organic, than buy UHT Pasteurized, Homogenized organic milk shipped in from several states away.  I'd rather buy Daisy sour cream and cottage cheese that have no fillers and is not organic, than buy a specialty organic sour cream or cottage cheese that has guar gum, nonfat dry milk, citric acid and preservatives in the ingredients, and I'd rather buy farm-raised eggs from chickens that I know were free range, than organic eggs from caged hens fed organic "feed" at the the grocery store.

We do try to buy some organic fruits and vegetables, but when we can't, we just wash what we do buy very well and serve.  We're hoping to grow a large garden this summer to compensate!


17. What do you refuse to buy at a grocery store that you do eat from its source?

Fish.  Being from Alaska, I'm a fish snob, I grew up eating it freshly caught in the wild and eaten or processed within twelve hours of catching it.  Now that I live in the Midwest it is difficult to find good, fresh fish.  I can not buy fish from my local grocery store, they carry it but it is frequently farmed and smells horrible so I don't buy it, but I do buy it from a specialty fish shop in town, Whole Foods and occasionally from Costco (with a thorough reading of the fine print). 

18. When eating out, how do make your menu decision (fave “out” food, anything you avoid)?

When we go out we normally go out for food that we can't or don't make at home.  Sushi, Thai food or specialty meals like oysters on the half shell for an appetizer followed by crispy duck or osso bucco (and oh yes, I eat that marrow spread on crusty bread – YUM!).

I avoid fast food.  If I am in the mood for a burger, I'll seek out a local diner or family run "fast food" restaurant that I know makes their burgers by hand over a nationwide chain.

19. Best book recommendations?

Favorite cookbook authors include Julia Child, she taught me how best to use ALL of the ingredients and leftovers I have on hand, Jamie Oliver, Ina Garten and Nigella Lawson.  They eat real food and never or rarely use any processed or packaged foods in their recipes.  I've been influenced by everything from Sally Fallon and Nancy Enig and also love the honesty of Nina Planck. 

20. Number one tip you tell your blog readers about eating healthy foods: 

Be reasonable, cook what you like to eat in a healthier manner, don't be afraid to try new things and new techniques and if you can't figure out how your ancestors made a food before the Industrial Revolution, you probably shouldn't eat it. 

Katie will be hosting several more Real Food Face-Off's over the next few weeks, check back often!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Avoiding BPA

In 2008, I threw all of my firstborn's baby bottles away. Well, actually I recycled them, but away they went. He was only 1 at the time, we planned to have more children (and subsequently did), but we'd have to start anew on the baby bottle front because the ones I had had Bisphenol A (BPA) in them and I didn't think they were safe for him to use.

A few people thought I was crazy at the time. After all, the FDA had just made a statement that they believed BPA, a common food additive and plasticizer, was safe, after several government reports were published questioning its safety. However, into the recycling bin they went, along with all other water bottles and food canisters that had BPA in them that were filling my cupboards. Fast forward to 2010 and earlier this month, the FDA recanted their original claim and now states that BPA is not safe for consumption. Unfortunately, 93 percent of Americans tested had BPA in their urine with formula feeding infants among the most in danger.

Bisphenol A is an endocrine disruptor, a synthetic estrogen, may be a cause for obesity and diabetes and affects one's thyroid detrimentally. New research has linked BPA with heart disease in adults, breast and prostate cancers and interference with brain cell connections vital to memory, learning and mood.

Not only that, but BPA in the environment interferes with soil's ability to absorb nitrogen, one of the leading elements needed to produce healthy crops and plants.

The good news?  To read the rest, click here . . .

Monday, January 25, 2010

Daybook

Daybook for Today, January 25, 2010


Outside my Window... Dirty snow.  I'm ready for some new just so it looks pretty again.

I am thinking...that I should be a book reviewer.  I'm reviewing a bit for momaha.com (two books, so far) and I just love getting packages of books in the mail.  Will be linking here, of course, because I'm picking books to review that I think will be relevant for both blogs!

I am wearing . . . Jeans, black sweater and red rose earrings I got for Christmas.  I love them!


Hint Hint - Valentine's Day?

From the school room
... Lloyd is all about puzzles these days.  He can do a 12 piece puzzle in about four minutes (without ever seeing it before - the kid is a genius) so we've gotten him a few larger ones (24 pieces) that take him a bit longer.

I am thankful...for blogging friends!  I can't believe that I haven't mentioned yet meeting my dear friend, Katie from Kitchen Stewardship, when I visited Andrea in Michigan this past month!  She wrote a lovely blog post about it two days later.  I'm over a month late . . . sigh.  I had a lovely conversation, a fantastic lunch, and look forward to more during future visits.

I'm also looking forward to participating in a Real Food Face-Off later this week hosted by her!

I'm also thankful for blogging friends and readers who noticed (tweet, tweet!) that I'm on Twitter now!  It took quite some time for me to make the decision to join, I had an account for months without doing anything about it, but now that I've figured out how to update my facebook account (a personal account that I keep only for close family and friends) with my Twitter account where  I can update readers and other bloggers, I decided to go ahead.  And I can't believe how much I'm enjoying it!  I'm able to follow and read other friends and bloggers, along with some favorite authors, both literary and food related.  If you're on Twitter, either click here and follow me or click on that nifty icon over there in the right-hand column!  I'm looking forward to getting to know some of my (formerly) anonymous subscribers and readers a bit more through this venue!


From the kitchen... I've been restocking our pantry and fridge of staples - chicken stock, yogurt, cookies, and, when my parents were in town this past weekend, we made Thai pot-stickers based upon the filling from my Imperial Rolls.  YUM!  I also made a tasty Thai pumpkin-coconut soup, but now have a cup or two of coconut milk leftover in my fridge . . . any ideas or favorite (easy) recipes?

Luke is starting to be much more interested in eating these days and I'm debating making him a paleo baby and delaying gluten and grains for him until he's over one or two, but on the other hand I wonder if I should just make him some soaked brown rice cereal and teething biscuits like I did for Lloyd.  I'm torn.  I'm feeding them completely differently at this stage (which I find amusing).  Opinions?

I am creating... I'm almost ready to cut out a dress for Luke's baptism (mid-March).  The fabric is washed, the pattern is purchased - just studying up with the books below to become a better sewist and in preparation of a few new fitting techniques . . .

I am reading...The Fixer by Bernard Malamud, Vogue Sewing, Fit for Real People, and All Souls by Christine Schutt.

I am hearing. . . The Footprints of God, and watching it, sort of, while I write this.

Around the house... the house is more organized!  We organized and rearranged the office this weekend and I put my closet back in order.  After my parents left, that is.

One of my favorite things... is spending time with my husband once the boys are asleep.

A Few Plans and Prayer Intentions For The Rest Of The Week ...

  • Pray for guidance, patience and grace as a mama of two. And for some conclusion and peace of heart and mind for some specific prayer intentions for our family.
  • Storytime at Whole Foods
  • Actually going out with friends on Friday!  Amazing!
Thank you to Peggy for hosting! Please go visit other daybooks here

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Sourdough Crepes


Reason #214 to maintain sourdough starter. 

Because when you run out of bread . . . and tortillas . .. and your toddler requests peanut butter sandwiches or quesadillas for lunch (basic toddler fare), you can make sourdough crepes (crepes instead of pancakes, because we didn't want syrup for lunch), fill them with cheese or peanut butter (or any other leftovers or jam you like), and then later, when someone asked what you made for him and you mention that  
you made him crepes (?)
they think you're a crazy gourmand.

They don't realize how easy these things really are.

Sourdough Crepes
makes about eight to ten crepes

1 cup sourdough starter
2 eggs
2 Tablespoons melted butter
1/4 teaspoon sea salt
1/4 - 1/2 cup of milk
extra butter for cooking

Whisk all ingredients in a bowl.  Add milk until it reaches a very smooth, thin batter consistency, I normally use about 1/3 cup of milk but depending on the consistency of your starter, you might use a bit less or a bit more.

In a not too big, but not too small frying pan (about 8" - 10" is perfect) heat the frying pan over medium high heat. Once hot, add a teaspoon or so of butter, allow it to melt quickly and then immediately pour in 1/4 cup of crepe batter, tilting the pan with a circular motion to allow the batter to coat the  bottom of the pan and create a circle of crepe.

Cook the crepe for about two minutes, until the bottom has splotches of light brown.  With a spatula, very carefully loosen the crepe and flip over.  Cook for about 30 seconds and decant onto a plate.

Normally my first one or two crepes are dismal failures.  I don't have the pan hot enough, I don't allow it to cook sufficiently on the first side, I don't flip well and the crepe gets all scrunched up.  This is okay.  Don't worry about it.  Just do another.

Before making the next crepe (and the next, and the next), add another dab of butter to the pan before pouring the crepe batter in.

You can stack the crepes on top of each other as you cook, or serve immediately.  Fill with any number of ingredients, cheese, slices of ham, jam, fruit, sweetened ricotta cheese,  peanut butter crepes for your toddler. . . . I normally don't season the crepes, preferring the "filling" to make the decision between a sweet or savory crepe, but you could add a bit of honey or sugar or vanilla to the batter if you like a sweet crepe, pepper and some herbs if you prefer savory.

Serve hot and enjoy!

This post is written in conjunction with Pennywise Platter, Foodie Friday and Fight Back Friday.

 

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Too Much Information

There is a culture of fear in parenthood these days.

It begins when you first get that positive pregnancy test and start to wonder what is going on in that belly of yours. You find an interesting Web site, then that first site links to another article and another link and further information and soon you're being told what to eat and avoid, what actions to never do and what unseen, potential dangers are out there for you and that growing belly of yours.
There are detailed lists and forums discussing every manner of pregnancy complication out there. You question every strange twinge or symptom, fearing the worst.

You're offered the option of buying in-home fetal Doppler monitors, headphones for your growing belly to expose the baby to Mozart in utero and googling the risk and effects of at-home hair-dye on your growing baby.

You never realized that being pregnant was so dangerous. It's a wonder there are any people alive today at all! 

To read the rest, click here . . . 

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Three Cheese Fondue with Caramelized Onions

Imagine that there is this amazing picture over there to the left.  Creamy, smoky cheese fondue.  A perfect meal for a wintry night, lightly melty over a forkful of sourdough french bread.  Got that image?  Good, because we ate it too fast to take one!

This is not your typical, "traditional" fondue.  First, I add the smokiness of my caramelized onion marmalade which I make in a big batch in advance in the crockpot and store in the fridge.  Second, it includes cream cheese, which isn't in a standard traditional fondue, but is a fixture in my fridge, plus I often use cheddar if I don't have gruyere.  And you know what?  This cheese fondue is amazing.  Creamy, smoky, delicious.  I'm thinking I'm going to start using it in place of my standard roux-based cheese sauce for cauliflower gratin and scalloped potatoes. I love that it is gluten-free, yet creamy and thick without the seperating quality I sometimes got the next day with a roux-based cheese sauce.

I normally serve this with smoked sausage of one variety or another and then whatever I have on hand or need to clean out of my fridge.  Potatoes, sourdough french bread, fresh green beans, asparagus . . . yum.

This is what I do. . . . About forty minutes before you're going to eat, preheat your oven to 375 degrees Fahrenheit.  Take a nice size roasting pan and dump your one pound package of sausage in it.  Recently I bought, basically, a good quality brand of Little Smokie's (made locally, gluten and MSG free) for $2.50/pound.  My two year old loved them.  I'd also make this with smoked kielbasa or another larger smoked sausage.  If it is larger sausages, I'd cut them on the diagonal into 1/2-inch rounds.  Scoot the sausages over to one side.

Then, next to it, add two or three potatoes.  Peel, slice into lengths like oven fries and toss lightly with olive oil, salt and pepper.  Scoot the potatoes over a bit.  Then, if you have more room, add in another section of something that is best roasted - maybe brussel sprouts or cauliflower florets?  Roast until everything is tender, about half an hour.

If it is summertime and you can get fresh green beans or asparagus, blanch them briefly so you have a nice crisp bite that doesn't bend when you dip it in the fondue.  Though I LOVE roasted asparagus, for the fondue, I think blanched works best. 

Enjoy!

Three Cheese Fondue with Caramelized Onions
serves four


  • 2/3 cup of caramelized onion marmalade
  • 1 8-oz. brick of cream cheese, room temperature
  • 1/2 cup fresh grated Parmesan cheese
  • 1/2 cup fresh grated Gruyere or cheddar cheese
  • 1 cup heavy cream
  • a couple dashes of Worcesterschire sauce
  • 1 teaspoon of Dijon mustard
  • a splash of vermouth or white wine, optional

In a heavy-bottomed pan over medium-low heat (I use a Le Crueset enamelized cast-iron pot so that it keeps the heat while you're dining, if you have a fondue pot, use that instead!)  place the caramelized onions and cook until they're warmed and begin to lightly sizzle.  Once it slightly sizzles, add a splash of vermouth or white wine and stir until it cooks off, then add the remainder of the ingredients, stirring to melt.  Add the Worcesterschire and taste for seasoning.

That's it.  How easy was that?  Serve with your smoked sausage, roasted potatoes, chunks of sourdough french bread, lightly blanched green beans or asparagus . . .

Enjoy!

This post is written in conjunction with Pennywise Platter, Foodie Friday and Fight Back Friday.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

You know what they say about the best laid plans . . .

We had reservations.

We had babysitters.

Date night. Anniversary dinner. 

Instead? We went to the ER. For the first time for Luke, our baby.

We've been there once every year so far for Lloyd, our firstborn. I was hoping to postpone the introduction of the beauty, joy and sheer glory of the Emergency Room for Luke just yet. However, competition runs high between brothers, they say. He beat my older son's record of first ER visit at 10 months, and made it in at eight.

Whoopee.

We're still not sure what was wrong with him (I think he had an allergic reaction to something I ate). He just ended up being sick enough on a Saturday for the nurse on-call at my pediatrician's office to recommend being seen before Monday. So, instead of dinner out, we enjoyed a very late supper of take-and-bake pizza picked up at the store when my husband went to stock up on Pedialyte. Any and all plans on Sunday were canceled and superceded by scheduled bottles of Pedialyte, which my baby thoroughly rejected, rash observation, notation and discussion and the joy of collecting stool samples out of diapers with a spoon.

No matter what you've heard from Hollywood, parenting is not always a glamorous job. . . . 


To read the rest, click here.

Thursday, January 07, 2010

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

Peace and Prayer


It's been kind of dark days around here lately.

Snowed in.  Below Zero Temperatures.  Baby Teething.  Not sleeping Well.  Husband Very sick for a week or two (he's better now, thank you for your prayers!)  Frustration and Temptation with self-imposed diets.  Loneliness.

It's been a little dark.

I feel like I've lost direction in my homemaking, in my parenting, in my role as a wife.  We've spent far too many days watching too many DVR-ed "Little Bear"s and not having the energy to plan activities for my toddler, or even barely go downstairs to run a load of laundry.  I overreact with discipline because I under-react during other parts of the day when I ignore small transgressions and just want a moment of peace.

And I keep ignoring parts of my homemaking because that moment of peace keeps getting interrupted and I keep having to start over.  Rescuing choking babies from eating the piece of paper their brother let fall to the floor, yelling at said older brother that he can't keep taking toys away from the baby, trying to pick up the 54 game pieces that just got dumped on the floor before Baby swallows one while toddler runs off to make more mischief and more mess.

Trying to remember to cuddle and read a book to said toddler who obviously is craving ridiculous quantities of attention, good or bad, and trying to focus on that task knowing that my floors still need to be swept and there's two loads of laundry in the basket waiting to be folded.

Oh, and this house.  THIS HOUSE.  Since we've moved in we've had three major water leaks, from the washing machine, the front porch (I have a nice two inch layer of ice outside of my front door as we speak.  Awesome.) and now, my closet.  And we're not going to fix it until next week at the earliest because we want to make sure that it doesn't leak again after this second storm that we're experiencing, ummm, today.  Which means that all of my clothes and shoes and everything out of my closet is strewn throughout my Master Bedroom and office.  It's a cluttered mess and it's driving me nuts.  I have no place of refuge in my home.

And then, I feel like, with this newest round of bills from T.'s appendectomy, that I've lost control of our finances.  I think it was more expensive than me giving birth earlier this year.  And of course they want to be paid, you know, yesterday.  With everything that's happened in the last year, bills have just kept increasing with no relief in sight and it's such a weight on my shoulders.  We're stretched thin and I feel it with every move I make.  My husband has a good job, but it's a lot to catch up on and it's hard to focus on the progress we've made because there is more to go and more added to it every day with every bill from the hospital we get.  It's discouraging.

So yeah.  I'm having some dark days.  I haven't had the energy to try any new recipes or take pictures of crafts or do anything specifically related to the "fun" parts of this blog because I've just been holding on, trying to have a nice Christmas and nurse my husband back to health and spend time with my children.

I don't know what the solution is.  I don't know if turning off the cable TV will help.  I don't know if waking up earlier to have time with God will help (especially since the teething baby is waking me up twice a night).  I don't know if limiting my screen and blogging time will help.  I don't know what the magic book is that I need to read and then be refocused and have renewed purpose. 

I've been thinking about New Years' resolutions and looking back over the ones I've written over the years.  They don't seem to change much.  So instead, I started thinking about choosing a word for the year.  A theme.  A word to focus on as my goal for the year rather than any other specific goals.

The one that came immediately to me?


peace.

I need to pray for peace.  I need to ask for peace.  I need to seek peace.  I need to consciously create peace.  In my home, in my words, in my relationships, in my soul.

And then I need to accept it and let God be in control.  I know this.  But it is very difficult to do.

Please pray for me.

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

The Definitive Guide to Sourdough . . . according to me.

I've been working on this post for a while.  Months really.  Started and stopped.  Thought about it.  Documented.  Researched.  Went back over notes from my baking escapades using sourdough over the past few years.

And wanted to share.

The Definitive Guide to Sourdough . . . according to me.  
Sourdough Do's and Don'ts.  
Tips and Tricks.  

And that, "According to me" part?  That's my disclaimer.  Who am I?  A home baker.  A mama -  of two boys and a jar (okay, two) of sourdough starter.  A sourdough mama who likes to read professional cookbooks and better baker blogs than me, and then tries to relate them to real life and real kitchens who use cups and Tablespoons and not grams and ounces (though I did just get a nice kitchen scale for Christmas . . . ).  I don't grind my own grain, but I am particular about my flour.  I don't have Diastatic Malt in my cupboards, nor Excel spreadsheets for hydration on my computer, but do have honey and eggs and leftover oatmeal.  I'm a home baker who happens to have good luck with sourdough.  I'm not a professional baker.  I don't use it everyday.  But I do use it.  I love it.  I learn from it.  And I want to share some of my successes, tips, tricks and favorite sourdough bloggers for inspiration.

If you're a new reader of this blog please note: I'm a pretty relaxed Mama.  Both in terms of my boys, and my sourdough.  You will not find "rules" here.  I hope this encourages you that you too can use sourdough.  Good luck!

  • First, don't forget to feed your starter.  How do you make a sourdough starter?  Better blog posts have focused on this.  This is the method I used, (and here's a link back to some of my journey) , here's another tutorial, and Heavenly Homemakers recently did a a pictorial of how she did hers, but you can just as easily set out a bowl of equal parts flour and water, feeding it little bits of equal parts flour and water for a few days until you start to see some bubbles. Once you have a good one you're happy with, you hopefully won't have to make another one.
  • How often do you feed your sourdough starter?  It depends on how often you bake.  If you bake once a week, I'd probably feed it twice a week, including a hearty feeding the day before you plan to use your starter.  If you bake/use your starter (for pancakes, crackers, etc.) a few times a week I'd probably just keep it on the counter and feed it daily.  For me?  I'm not baking once a week any more and I have been known to keep my starter inert for weeks (weeks!) in the fridge with no food.  Poor sourdough baby.  But when I know I'm going to bake again, I take it out and feed it and coddle it for a few days to nurse it back to hearty health. 
  • I feed mine a 1:1 ratio of flour to water, by volume, not weight.  Which means, in layman terms, I take whatever measuring cup I'm using (a dry measuring cup - even worse to those weight-mongers!) and fill it with flour, add it to my starter, then fill it with water, add it to my starter, and stir until well combined.  That's my strategy and it works.
  • Always make sure that you try to find the recipe you're going to use a day or two before you're going to bake.  Why?  Because many all-sourdough recipes (i.e. ones that do not use any commercial yeast to help in the baking) call for a large quantity of starter.  I've had much better luck with the recipes that call for more starter than less.  If you need 2-3 cups of starter just to begin baking, you're going to need to know this a day or two in advance to make sure you feed it enough to ensure that you have enough starter to both make the bread and leave some for later to feed and keep.  Plus, many recipes call for making a sponge the night before, which, in effect, creates the quantity of starter you'll need for your recipe, but sometimes you can find a recipe that you can make in a few hours without a sponge and it'll be important to have enough starter from the get-go.  (Phew!  That was a long explanation, wasn't it?!)
  • Don't worry about stirring your sourdough starter with metal.  I know some of the original sourdough purists say to not use a metal spoon or knife to stir your starter, but I believe that was originally from a time when many metallic kitchen instruments were made out of tin, or copper.  Sourdough is acidic.  It can dissolve some metals.  I wouldn't use a tin spoon to stir it, or store it in metal (I prefer glass or ceramic as it is inert) but don't worry yourself about stirring it with a stainless steel spoon or allowing your dough to rise in a stainless steel bowl for a few hours.  
  • Don't buy special water to feed your starter.  I just use the kind out of my tap and it has always worked fine.  If your water smells highly chlorinated, I probably wouldn't use it, or would pour it through a water filter pitcher first, but otherwise, don't worry about it.  If you don't feed your children or your dog special water, don't feed your starter special water.
  • Do toss the greyish liquid that puddles on top after sitting for a few days. I know, I know, some (a lot) of people say to stir it back in. But here's my thought process. Sourdough is a living organism. I fed it flour and water. Living organisms eat, and then expel what they've digested. I figure that, it will take in what it wants to take in. And, if after several days and this stuff is still on top? The sourdough doesn't want it. Get rid of it, move on and add more food and water.
Plus I've found that the sourdough gets a bit too sour when you stir that liquid back in. I like the natural sour flavor that develops over a few days after actual dough preparation (such as using a sponge, starting it the night before, keeping the dough in the fridge for two or three days before baking, etc.) but I don't really like the flavor of the bread when using a too sour sourdough starter. I hope that makes sense in terms of the differentiation . . .
  • If it's been a while since you've used your starter, get it healthy again by nursing it back to health with regular small "meals" several times a day for a few days.  Two Tablespoons of flour with equal amounts of water, three times a day for a few days and you ought to be back to strong starter.  (This is great technique I credit to Nancy Silverton.) 
  • Don't expect sourdough bread to take the same amount of time to rise as commercial yeast bread. It will take a LOT longer, normally 4 to 6 hours for the first rise, longer if your starter isn't too strong, or if the room is cool, or if the starter to flour ratio is small, or if you didn't use a sponge . . . sourdough is ALIVE. it can be tempermental. A little bit of patience when making bread is in order and even after you've been making it successfully for a while, a rare batch of dough will sink you every once in a while. (those are best for croutons or bread crumbs!)
  • Don't feel guilty about using a white, unbleached All-Purpose flour fed starter.  I've made and kept both a whole wheat starter and a white-fed starter for the past few years.  The Whole Wheat starter (or, say, a rye-based starter) is DIFFICULT to deal with.  It takes a lot longer to get bubbly and happy after feeding (hours/days longer.)  It takes a lot longer to rise a batch of bread (hours/days longer.)  It doesn't rise as much nor produce as tender of crumb as a "white flour" fed starter.  You can use a white flour fed starter in an otherwise whole grain bread (with whole wheat flour, etc.) and still get an almost completely whole grain bread.  And that whole wheat/grain starter dies faster.  In the fridge.  Because you get tired of using this finicky starter and just want to make tasty bread so use the white starter to make whole wheat bread.  Like I said, don't feel guilty about it.  It works.  It's well-soaked.  You'll be fine.
  • Don't be afraid to try different flours!  I prefer organic and stone ground, but use what I can find, what's on sale and works with my grocery budget that week.  I've used King Arthur, Bob's Red Mill, Hodgson's Mill as well as grocery-store Gold.  I just discovered bread flour this year.  (I know, I know, it was kind of a "duh!" moment)  I've been baking bread for a while, but using either whole wheat or unbleached All Purpose.  When I finally picked up  and tried a bag of bread flour for baking bread, WOW!  I haven't looked back.   If I count,  I think I have seven varieties of flour in my home (Unbleached All Purpose, Bread Flour, White Whole Wheat, Stoneground Whole Wheat, Pastry, Buckwheat and Cornmeal).  Shhhh . . . don't tell my husband!  I still have room for rye, sprouted wheats, spelt and semolina . . . if I can only find the time!
  • Oh, and one more thing about flour - don't add too much when you're kneading!  I've found that a wetter dough is better, it creates a softer bread and a better rise.  This has been a difficult habit to break for me, so I'm passing on my hard-won knowledge to you!
  • The fridge can be your friend.   Not only will it keep your sourdough inert for weeks (weeks!) at a time, but a properly made sourdough bread can become BETTER by a day or two or three in the fridge.  I had my first successful sourdough boule with gorgeous holey crumb from stashing it in the fridge for a day or two before immediately tossing it into a hot, hot oven and getting amazing oven rise.  The fridge will also make for a longer "soaking" period which will not only make the bread more healthy to eat, but will make it more tender. 
  • Moving from the fridge to the oven - ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS preheat the oven.  For a good long while.  And if you're using a baking stone (highly recommended, by the way), for a bit longer.  Throw in a few potatoes for dinner while it's preheating.  Make up a batch of muffins first, if you don't want to waste the energy, but always make sure that you use a hot, hot oven to bake.
  • Note that sourdough won't always react like a commercial yeast bread.  In other words, it will rarely double in size when rising, specifically when making a whole grain bread.  Look for a 1.5x rise to be successful.  Nor will it rise in a prescribed amount of time.  Depending on the strength of your starter, the density of your recipe (all whole grain?  No "softening" agents like egg or honey?  Might take longer) and the temperature of your kitchen, it might take hours longer to rise.  Just be patient.  If you have to go to bed, just put a cover on your bowl, put it in your fridge and restart it again in the morning.  It'll be fine.
  • And speaking of commercial yeast, you don't ALWAYS have to be a sourdough purist.  I admit, I have a certain amount of pride that occurs when I successfully make an amazing batch of bread only using my sourdough starter as the rising agent.  But I have made amazing bread with using a little bit of commercial yeast mixed in.  Peter Reinhart does this a lot (and I HAVE been known to add more starter to NOT use commercial yeast when using some of his recipes.  Just to be a purist, aka obnoxious/making it harder on myself for no apparent reason)  Most of the recipes on my blog are starter only.  But my newest favorite bread recipe?  A mix of both.  And I love it like any of my other successful recipes.
  • Don't throw away your starter.  I know some people take some of their starter out and toss it when they feed it.  I don't.  I feel it's wasteful and kind of sad, frankly, since I've been nurturing it along all this time.  Instead, I either keep it inert in the fridge and feed it up to the quantity that I need for a big bread recipe, or I use it in smaller quantities for little, easy recipes, like pancakes or waffles, crackers or biscuits.   I've even heard it can be used for a snail deterrant if it's summertime and you're a gardener.  Just don't toss it.  It's sad.
  • Finally, don't give up.  Sourdough starter takes a while to mature into a strong starter that will rise bread efficiently and effectively.  Most of us aren't that experienced with it nor grew up in a household where it was used regularly.  Don't be too hard on yourself and don't expect your first loaf to be perfect.  And if it is, lucky you, watch out for your second or third.   If you have a dud, just chalk it up to experience and make croutons or bread crumbs.
Some basic baking tips (that relate to both sourdough and commercial-yeast based bread recipes)
  • The more ingredients with fat or sugar, the softer the bread will be.  If your bread recipe calls for egg, honey, butter, oil, milk . . . these will be a softer bread than ones that only have starter, flour, salt and water.
  • It is best to add salt in after the first knead and a little bit of a rest (about twenty to thirty minutes.)  In bread making speak this is called the "autolyse."  Salt kills yeast so if you give your yeast or starter a little bit of a chance to start eating and growing from the sugars naturally present in the dough, it will have a much better chance of growing and rising better than if you added the salt in at the beginning.
  • The wetter/slacker the dough, the bigger the holes will be in the baked bread.  You don't always want big holes in bread (like if you're going to use it to make a sandwich.  Holes don't hold in sandwich fillings) but if you're looking for a great, holey sourdough boule, make sure that you use a wet counter and wet hands to knead it rather than flour-covered counter and flour-covered hands.  Some of my holiest bread you almost have to pour into pans, it's so wet.  Just a touch more than a thick batter. 
  • An egg-white wash makes the shiniest crust I've made.  Beats out a whole egg, milk-based or ice water wash any day of the week.
    Some of my favorite Sourdough cookbooks include:
    (good for things like pancakes and rolls, not recommended for Artisanal, Rustic breads, but I learned a lot about the chemistry of sourdough from this book)

    Peter Reinhart's Whole Grain Breads

    I also love the forums on

    and find great inspiration from these bloggers:


    A Final Note
    The thing about sourdough baking is, like any other endeavor, to get good at it, you have to practice.  There have been many, many loaves and recipes that didn't get photographed or shared on this blog.  I've learned only by challenging myself, by reading cookbooks, blogs and forums who write in baking-speak that I had a hard time understanding at first, but am slowly starting to decipher.  By trying out recipes.  My journey started when I wanted to find a good recipe for a soft, whole grain sandwich loaf to replace the loaves I was buying at the store every week.  Then later, I wanted to make a sourdough boule.  And in between, I tried to figure out ways to use the discarded starter and went into cracker and pancake and muffin and biscuit forays. I also am on the quest for bread recipes that take only one day to begin and bake (like my focaccia, sourdough pizza crust and french bread) to round out dinner.  I normally looked at several recipes before choosing one or merging a few together.  I frequently find a commercial yeast based recipe that looks yummy, look over my notes and cookbooks for sourdough, and then try to adapt it.  Some are great, others are a learning experience.  

    I've linked to a few of my sourdough recipes here and there throughout this post, but for all of them, click here or check out my full recipe index.  



    On my list of future sourdough adventures?  English muffins, a dark black or rye bread, challah, pretzels (for Lent) and croissants.  


    Happy Baking!

    This post is written in conjunction with Real Food WednesdayFoodie Friday and Fight Back Friday.




    Baby Names . . .

    My first daughter's name was going to be Tiffany.

    At least, that's what I had decided at the ripe old age of 6. Tiffany was the most beautiful name I could think of. And, if I had twins, the second one would be Brittany. Sigh.

    Boy names? Oh, I wouldn't be having boys; boys are yucky. But if I had to, they'd probably be named Jason. Just like Jason C., Jason R. and Jason W. in my first grade class.

    I, by the way, was Sarah R. Because there was always at least one other Sarah, two or more Jennifers and a Jessica, Erin and Christy or two in each class.

    Fast forward to today and though I haven't had the opportunity yet to name a little girl (having two little boys first!), Tiffany is no longer on the short list.

    Ask any parent and you'll quickly learn, the choosing of their baby's name is an important, difficult decision.

    It's their baby's future identity. 


    To read more, click to Momaha.com here . . . 

    Monday, January 04, 2010

    Lloydisms . . .

    Lloyd's really working on building up the vocabulary.

    He walked into the kitchen yesterday while I was flipping foods in the oven with some tongs.  He watched with great interest (at a safe distance) and kept going,

    "INNN-teresting!"

    Said in a Mad Scientist/Little Bear tone.  Maybe I have a scientist on my hands!